It is Christmas. I have so much to be grateful to God this year even if sometimes I feel as if Jesus forgot me. That never happens, people. Okay? Okay. We all have are weaknesses. Sometimes, having not enough faith is mine. Not in a way I’m judging Gods existence but more in why would the King of Kings help me, I don’t deserve it. I need to work aka pray on that more. To have bigger faith in His love for me. So, what are the things I am grateful for this year? Well, first and the foremost – I am alive and healthy. I read somewhere a quote or something that said (paraphrasing now) a lot of people try to stay young and look young when some don’t get to live to be old. I say Lord, 100 years more? BRING IT ON! I won’t complain. The other thing I am grateful for is my academic life which is getting a closure. I’m finito with all my exams. Then, other thing I’m happy for came two days ago. I got my first job! It is a student job, I don’t know how long it is going to last or too be exact, how long will they going to need me. But, I ain’t worried. I let God handle my future. Then, I am grateful for not having boyfriends in the past because the real thing is worth to wait. I am grateful for realizing my flaws and trying to work on them. Because, how could I expect my future and forever man be the way I want him to be when I am not the way he deserves. That would be very selfish. I think I can finally say I am not stressing about not having a boyfriend/husband anymore. I have set my mind on some other things such as my new job, as long as it lasts. All I want for Christmas this year is the universal love that only God can give in shape and form He wants me to receive wheather it just a stranger saying unexpected Hello! That is what I want for you too. And if you are lonely or sad, remember, Jesus is standing right next to you saying I love you. Like, right now! How cool is that!? Be happy for there is no greater love that His. God bless you.