Yes, I am probably not going to the New Years Eve party. Why? The inability to find a place to celebrate or to be on the same page among friends resulted with the pretty much hard core absence from any celebration, on my part. They are all probably going to a place where I wouldn’t be caught dead – EVER! So, from the very beginning I have known I wouldn’t be going there and that is the price of it – staying at home which is, pretty much, perfectly fine by me. Almost. Why going, spending money when there is no point or any entertainment I could experience. Yeah, my friends, I know. But I think it would be better for them if I didn’t go ’cause I would be whining how I hate it there. Instead, gonna splurge on the new pair of jeans or something. Don’t get me wrong, I love my friends but I am not one of those people who can adapt to any musical environment and they know that. So, my bad. Guess I won’t be sporting my new red pumps or glittery top after all. Ah, C’est la vie! Shikata ga nai.
Man, I am so exhausted. I know I have a student job but I am not fatigue-proof. I work at the New Yorker clothing store. Won’t go into details but let’s say the only thing keeping me there is the money. Haha, and it is only my 5th day there. The problem is that I’m basically standing at one place from 6-7 hours securing the items. Ah, the perks of having a first job at 26.