STILL HAVEN’T FOUND WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR

Yes, another post about boys. Haven’t done this in a really long time. You can tell by the title of this post that obviously nothing happened, either. So yeah, I stiiiiil haven’t fouuunnd what I’m looking foooor. Haha. This is just a little update on what’s been going on in my life. Well, here it goes.
I’ve been very good in not worrying about being still being alone. But, I haven’t stopped thinking about it. I know I have to build my world first, before our world hits off. That world is scheduled by God already. I know. I believe. I am so happy, even single. I am so happy right now for actually knowing there is that person that breaths the same air as me, aware or unaware of my existence. I feel like I’m already in love with him. I know it sounds silly and crazy. But, I am in love, even when I don’t know who he is. I am not desperate or trying to make me feel better. Just enthusiastic and optimistic. I truly believe, if you are called for a married life, God has a guy/girl for you. I want to embrace who I am, as a woman, as child of God.
I know those advices about going out and finding a guy. It really doesn’t work that way. I feel it is wrong. Yes, I will go out but only to surround myself with people. No man begging. After all, the best part of going out for me might just as well be applying makeup while still at home. Haha.
Right now, I am going through a phase of constantly reminding and slapping myself on the hand to stop this Is it him? Or not? How about this guy, huh? Oooo girl, this one must the the one. It is a sign! Haha. That doesn’t work that way either. But, even though God wants me to stop over analyzing how can I erase it from my mind? I mean, just because I am waiting for the right guy doesn’t mean I am not thinking about it. Haha, I don’t know why I’m opening myself like this. It feels good. I think a lot of girls go through this. Yes, I will never stop thinking about it. I just can’t. Because everyone wants to find love. But, while doing that I am gonna be patient, I am going to live my life as if I found him. Or you, if you are him. And no, I am not gonna wait for the sky to open and the right guy to land in front of me, rather just leaving up to God to choose it wisely for me. And kinda arrange us to meet somehow. Right, God? The one I need, not want.
Oh, man. Girls. And boys. Go figure. This is the song me. I am not broken-hearted, but if you are, listen to it. God bless.

 

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    Julia @ WritersBlockNearYou

    June 25, 2012

    Thank you for getting the U2 song stuck in my head. Thanks a lot.

    My mom always said to me, run your race [life] with your eyes on the prize [God, of course] and when the time is right God will bring someone along who is running on the same path as you. So, hang in there and keep on keeping your eyes focused on Him!

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    Hannah

    June 26, 2012

    awwwwww I totally agree. I feel the same way… in love with the person that God could send me one day. =) keep dreaming, girl. =)

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      ISMAIL SAIDI

      June 28, 2012

      Hi Ines, i like what did you say about what you looking for…i want to tell you something if you allow me. If you don’t please do not read what next. ;)
      Anyway, everyone in this blue planet and in a special place in his or her heart, something beating there, something we don’t know, something we belong to it, make all the deference to us when it found its half.
      We always ask our selfs is this the right person we stay the rest of our life with…!?, we always ask our selfs when we go out and looking on the million faces of people but when we come back we didn’t know what we are looking for, day after day ! until we found our self gray and older hahaha just joking ,this make our selfs confused.
      But, what if we ask our selfs did we choose our parents before we come to this life…! did we choose our names…no.
      Why if we let all the life and we trust God, he will choose the right person to us. And believe me Ines, from what i found when i visited your site, i found something is very special and unique, i hope you get what you want.
      And pardon me if i talked to much. Thank you Ines for reading this bla bla bla ;) Take care your self.

      Greeting ISMAIL.

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    Anonymous

    July 9, 2012

    hi i really find what you said interessting thank you. Your text make me open my eyes a bit more on my world and my live situation.. Well its not really the samee butt i found a part of me inside !! Andd ohh im sorry about my englishh hehe im from Canada and i better like wright in frenchh nvm Lets just keep praying for the man of our life we never know it could helpp him !! jessica Marissa figueroa gagné

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