WHEN YOU JUST WANT TO WRITE

Guys, I know. I know how missing in action I’ve been. It’s not that I had nothing to photo report about rather I’ve been waiting for some things to fall into place (which still have not). So, today, I found out those things got postponed again. But, I decided to make a blog post, nevertheless. I really, really miss writing this blog. It feels as if I invested all my time into my new beauty blog that I run, back at Blogger, called the Lifestajler. It’s not that I enjoy running it more than this one, it’s just I’ve been on a roll with beauty stuff, I guess.

So, what is up with me? Nothing much, basically. I sent out a couple of job application to some elementary schools in Zagreb and all there is now is to wait for the reply. I seriously hope my life will start moving towards something. I remember a couple autumns ago, how certain I was  things would start changing and everytime I would say This autumn is for changes. Well, this autumn has come. The only change I see is the one of the trees. I wish I had something to report. I mean, something related to my life. Even if there were no photos to follow.

I repainted my room, from Grecian Spa to Indian White. It’s one of those little changes we make to make ourselves feel better, as if the big change happened. It’s not a big change, I don’t know for how long I’m still going to live in my teenage room, when or if I’ll be moving away. But, for now, that is my home. Another one of such attempts to change stuff is a hair cut. Yes, 20cm are now a long gone history.

I don’t know, I feel as if I’ve missed out on all the big opportunities in life. As if I ain’t gonna have no more. (not even gonna bother with the double negation) I know that is definitely not true because every day is a God given opportunity. But, somehow, I feel stuck. I feel like I could have a big break dance in front of me and I’d still miss to spot it, let alone take it. Wow, I’m in such a good mood, huh? Man. I almost feel sorry for you reading this. Haha.

Ah, just like Bilbo said, I want to see the mountains, again. God bless.

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  1. Reply

    Iryna Yeroshko

    October 14, 2014

    Ines, all the limits are just in your head. Every time you tell yourself “I’m too old, too mature, I live in a town that is too small, I’m not that special” – you give yourself resons not to grow and not to live up to your potential.
    And you know that all those doupts are not from God. God wants you to shine and be happy!
    You know your passions, don’t take them for granted, many people have no at all!
    Just focus on how you can embrace your potential. Embrace your single status for now – travel, go fo trainings, organize Flickrs meets – you won’t be able to do this once you have your family. When you’ll be a mom, you want your kids to see you fullfilled and look up to you.
    It’s ok to be in doupt, but don’t let yourself remain this way.
    You know that I’m always there for you anytime you need me.
    I’ve been though this, I’m currently struggling out of this. I can tell that being stuck is not fun,
    but it is something you should thank for, learn from it, and try not to get back to it.
    May God bless you!
    Love you,
    Ira

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      Ines

      October 14, 2014

      Ira, thank you so much for writing this, for being God’s little soldier. And, for replying super fast to my struggle ;)
      You put an instant smile to my face. ^^
      I know things ought to change but, you are right. I hold myself down, not letting myself to do things differently. I guess I’m just refusing to admit that. Ah, life… :)

      Thank you, once again! Love you, too!

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    Amanda Marshall

    October 23, 2014

    Ines,

    Oh I am so happy to have found your beautiful blog! Your photography is simply stunning. I am passionate about it too, very much so, but wish I had half the knowledge you do! Thank you for sharing your talent, and again, I am so happy to have found your blog. My family and I are moving to Zagreb this summer and we cannot wait.

    Hvala iz California,
    Amanda

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      Ines

      October 23, 2014

      Hi Amanda,

      thank you so much for your super nice comment! :)) Wow, moving to my country? To tell you the truth, you don’t get to hear that much often. Most of the time, people try to get out of the country :D
      Hvala i tebi ;)

      Ines

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